Believe it or not I am painfully shy. Also, it is incredibly difficult for me to trust enough to completely let my guard down. Needless to say, this little exercise is a pretty big deal for me and putting my words out there for anyone & everyone to see is indeed quite terrifying. To be honest, a few of those near & dear to me have been encouraging me to write so I’m trying something new here & breaking out of my bubble. Again, I am scared as hell so please be gentle with me.
It’s been damn near 4 years since the last time I took a stab at blogging. At the time it was real light & fluffy. I was super excited about planning a movie-themed road trip that didn’t happen. Also, my life was completely different from my life as it is now. Hell! I was completely different person from the one who I am now. I look back &, quite frankly, I don’t even recognize that person. I would imagine that anyone who has known me for a long period of time would agree. So here’s the thing…do I use this as an outlet to replay the past & use this as therapy? Do I get back on the light & fluffy train to just drone on & on about my newest obsession with travel for themed running events? Do I let got of the past & hit the reset button to only share my thoughts about “the now”? Am I ready to truly put my whole self out there with the possibility of being mocked and/or judged? Shit! Am I even that interesting where anyone would want to read about…well…me?
Whatever this morphs into I can sure as shootin’ tell you one thing and that is that once I get going I can be a rambling fool! Just thought I’d warn you.